VictoriaSelene

two o'clock I finally found that calm the reason for the pain I've felt (who am I?) I can move on to all that life has in store for me I'll take it I'm never looking back so long now I tried everything and gave my best but your past and expectations still need to rest do you really love me? I've worked so hard these last few years the fruits to bear are finally near I just have to leave it all behind say goodbye to you I can taste it the future, and the skin upon your neck it's six now I just need to turn off this damn song and I'll finally be free I wonder if you're hurting too I think you'll want to talk on Sunday casually, about last we

We met at a time when we were both reviving from the sores of him and her and them and everyone but this was meant to happen because I wasn't good enough and you weren't strong enough and this was all just too much your cross to bear, my rosary and I'll go on without because I'm finally strong enough to love myself but I won't close the door do you want to step back into the fire? it's probably not the best for either of us but I can't run from all of this and all of them and all I want is all of you I can't believe that fate or karma or destiny could be such misery oh, I don't think that when you said "it's over" that you meant forever

i could tell we had fallen too fast and were burning up your smile so telling of futures that were here and now and we broke all the rules made up our own stopped time when it was suiting no one dared to question us they could see it burning up our story now are you smiling there without me? did you run to gemini? and tell her i'm so broken with nervous hands and aching shoulders so close to being lost in space and what are you thinking now? do you remember how i smiled? when you couldn't hold it in and how i let you lead because i wasn't strong enough well i could tell this would be heavy left questioning everything you never said and th

I remember the dim of your lamp On the night we first kissed   There’s nothing you could have done   You were already everything I knew I knew Something happened when you looked into my eyes On the night we first kissed   There's nothing you could have done wrong   You were already my everything I knew I knew I can still picture your face I can still picture that night I can still picture our everything   (that would never be) I can still picture all of my hopes and dreams resting on you I can still picture us at work, doing what we had to do I can still picture coming home and undressing you I can still picture our conversations

Thinking back to August seventeenth I got you wrong; I did you wrong I don’t deny anymore If this is dream or reality They’ll tell you (it's) lies But I’ve shed for you Everything and there’s no going back as we take off the masks You’ll see my naked face The bruises above my cheeks A wish for future peace Bittersweet Realization that we’ll never be But I can be strong I’ll still love you Though I’m not everything ‘cause you were everything And that just won't change Thinking back to August More than a breeze The tempest, the rings I can’t deny What you mean to me But you got me